Cambria Brookelynn Wilde, Our doll!! She is growing so fast! I can't believe she will be 3 weeks in two days...It's gone by fast but slow at the
same time. I don't want to go back to work so soon but looks like it'll be
the week of the 7th. : ( Atleast it's only part time, I can be greatful for
that. We're starting to get out of the house more often now. It's much
easier to do so when Tyler is home. She is really holding her head up now
and she is doing much better at burping. She is still smiling once in awhile
at us when we talk to her. I can tell she is going to have a contagious smile.
Starting to get thing hung in her room. We have a HUGE shelf that my
father-in-law made, Letters of her name to hang from the shelf with ribbon,
a sign that Aunt Beth got her LOVE it! The colors match perfectly!! and
last but not least a frame with some photos of her and her name, weight, height, birthday and time etched in the glass. Far from finished but it's a
start right? Now for Callen's room. He has a HUGE shelf as well doing same
thing with his as we're doing with Cambria's shelf and now what to do
for the rest? It'll be nice to have their rooms finished. : ) Cambria's 2 mth
appointment is the 5th of July I just hope once I go back to work that time
doesn't go by as fast as I think it will. Cal will be starting kindergarten this
year!! So crazy..he is so exited as are we but still sad it's that time already.
So Cambria is 2 weeks and 1 day old today. Time has flown by... I may have to go back to work June 4th. I am so sad to go back so soon. I know she'll be in good hands though with my child care provider. She is amazing!! Callen LOVES his little sister always asks to hold her and if he can kiss and hug her. Which of course he can anytime. Helps so so much with her! Glad I waited this long to have another. I hope Callen doesn't feel neglected...I feel like he isn't getting as much of our time. That is the only hard thing with the age difference, he isn't as dependant there for I don't get to wait on him like I would if he were younger so it'd feel like I was spending more time. I hope he still feels loved. This has been a big struggle for me since I was becoming further along in my pregnancy. I get so emotional over it all. Having another little one means Callen is growing up. Not only that it's been just us 3 I didn't know how we were going to make Callen feel included and not pushed out of the picture. I still stress over this...Does it get better?? Will I ever feel like I am robbing my son of his time with me? I feel like I am not enough mom for both...I just hope he knows We love him so much and she is a great addition to our family..We feel more like a family! She has been so great...fussier than I remember Callen being but she is still nothing to complain about. She is so fun! She smiles when we talk to her while she is awake (I know its not just gas) She is holding her head up already so well! We can't decide who she really looks like...I think there is maybe a fair down the middle of both of us. Guess we'll see as she grows. 