Our Growing Family

So Cambria is 2 weeks and 1 day old today. Time has flown by... I may have to go back to work June 4th. I am so sad to go back so soon. I know she'll be in good hands though with my child care provider. She is amazing!! Callen LOVES his little sister always asks to hold her and if he can kiss and hug her. Which of course he can anytime. Helps so so much with her! Glad I waited this long to have another. I hope Callen doesn't feel neglected...I feel like he isn't getting as much of our time. That is the only hard thing with the age difference, he isn't as dependant there for I don't get to wait on him like I would if he were younger so it'd feel like I was spending more time. I hope he still feels loved. This has been a big struggle for me since I was becoming further along in my pregnancy. I get so emotional over it all. Having another little one means Callen is growing up. Not only that it's been just us 3 I didn't know how we were going to make Callen feel included and not pushed out of the picture. I still stress over this...Does it get better?? Will I ever feel like I am robbing my son of his time with me? I feel like I am not enough mom for both...I just hope he knows We love him so much and she is a great addition to our family..We feel more like a family! She has been so great...fussier than I remember Callen being but she is still nothing to complain about. She is so fun! She smiles when we talk to her while she is awake (I know its not just gas) She is holding her head up already so well! We can't decide who she really looks like...I think there is maybe a fair down the middle of both of us. Guess we'll see as she grows.